I find that I am torn between two world’s the one I grew up in and the one I am now in. I have my own morals and values, my own beliefs and opinions…. I feel no reason to give up the opinions and values I was taught growing up, even if there are those in my life now that disagree with them.
The collision of these two worlds brings out the best in my Gemini-ness. I truly have two sides….that share the same views, but each side has its own way of handling it. One side is quiet, reserved, thoughtful and demure. The other will quite frankly bitch-slap you to get the point across, yell and stomp her pretty little foot until she is heard.
The latter needs to back off a bit and the other needs to come forward…. funny how she is so opinionated and confident and in-your-face but the other can suppress her so well. Must be the mommy side keeping the child-like side under thumb….a girl needs to be free once in a while ya know?
“'I believe everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself. And sometimes good things fall apart so better things will fall together.' ~Marilyn Monroe”—