“i’d much rather be an outcast concerned with only being good enough for myself, than worrying about satisfying everyone else in a backwards society full of greed, hate, and ignorance.”—vibestream (via vibestream)
in my wanderings I look for beauty, and often I find it in the simplest of things. And with every step, every sight, every chance the only thing I find myself wishing for a decent camera to be able to share
“The fact that millions of people share the same vices does not make them virtuous, the fact that they share so many errors does not make the errors to be truths, and the fact that millions of people share the same forms of mental pathology does not make them sane.”—Erich Fromm (via heartmindspirit)
Microsoft Kinect, Xbox 360 “Slim” and More: Early Highlights from E3
Although the Electronic Entertainment Expo doesn’t officially begin until tomorrow, Microsoft kicked things off early with a pre-show event at Los Angeles’s Wiltern Theater. Some of the details on the hotly-anticipated, motion-controlling Kinect were leaked early, but this morning’s media briefing provided more details as well as a slew of news on upcoming titles for the Xbox 360 platform.
Expression of self doesn’t exist. Nobody asks the right questions-why? Everybody handles things differently- my way it to thought throw-up. To spit out all the thoughts that randomly bubble up to the surface. No particular reason to any one thought. No hidden meaning or emotion. Just getting them out of the way to see the more important and heavier thoughts and emotions that sit deeper (which is why they don’t bubble up). Sometimes these are quite funny after the fact and I find their randomness to fit me quite nicely to the point of wanting to share them. Unfortunatly I have also learned that not everybody enjoys the same sort of freakish humor I do. Pity, I would love a kindred spirit in that.
I do not know which way to turn from here. I will have to find other avenues for myself. A year has gone by, another birthday to face and I don’t want to anymore. I have no more words for you without why.
I don’t know what to do anymore…. I can barely compute my feelings. So many voices…. so many feelings…. the outside looking in. The voices only know my story, how I see things, how I think I might feel….
The voices make sense…. but action is beyond me. I don’t want to hurt anyones feelings. I don’t want more drama, the voices are right.
How do I listen to the voices… and do as they ask… as they suggest… as they think it should be… and keep the peace?
When the voices have those answers I would love to hear their suggestions about that too.